So when, during the first half of the "Survival of the Fittest" race this past weekend (Coast Mountain Trail Series), I rounded a bend to see the trailway to heaven continuing on up into the clouds, and not tipping over to a downward angle like the map in my head said it should (it had been going up for hours), I couldn't stop the "OH FOR F*** SAKE!!". It just shot out. I looked behind me - I had just displayed a crack of weakness in my I-am-tough armour, and hoped none of the stalwart trail warriors around me had heard the crack.
I popped a reserve sugar chewy thingy into my mouth, normally saved for near the end, soon happy again in time for the rowdy downhill.
The assumption is: everyone else out there is tough as nails. I imagine a regimented hard-core training program which involves uphill sprints onto overhanging trails, all-nighter long runs into trail-less bush by light of the moon only, sprints pulling boulders - not tires - roped behind, and weight training that would shame an Olympic weight-lifter athlete. So that means, for everyone else this must be a jog in the park, and I am certain they are lovin' it. And not swearing.
Even the volunteers stationed along the course - happy, smiling, cheering and seemingly unaffected by the steady rain and cold air - are tough. So I had to smile back, salute, wave, banter, pretending this was great fun for all of us. All of which, incidentally, made it quite fun again, my armour suddenly all shiny.
About three quarters of the way through the race, on yet another climb, I began losing control of the cracks. I was heading up the steepest prolonged climb, the trail like a river, me without a paddle. It was now more a series of mad dance steps around fearsome bottomless puddles and thick mud than running. A few more f-bombs. The rain of the past 24 hours had caused a sudden surge in brush growth that morning, and the soggy-leafed branches hanging into the trail whacked my face again and again. More f-bombs.
I popped a second sugar chewy thingy as the climb angle lessened (but still climbed), and regained some cheeriness. Allowed a small smile even - I can beat you, you bonking blood sugars RARRR! I passed, then put some space between, those two people I kept shuffling order with.
A branch suddenly tore my number from all but one safety pin. BIG FAT F-BOMB laced with religious iconery (why is that so much more powerful, in cultures and languages all over the world??). If I lost my number, I was hooped - no timing chips. Pulling over, I ignored my disintegrating armour as my two nemesises passed me by, and fumbled with frozen, dripping-gloved fingers and swears to get at least one pin back in through the torn number.
Hunting down my nemesises, I caught them both on one last slap-dap-happy two-step down the slime. Weeeee! Alas, I could only keep one at bay as my empty legs barely sputtered up the last hill to the finish.
Mind's view of the Race Course profile - yes, physically strange how the Finish was at much higher elevation than the Start, even though they were one and the same... |
We pick our battles. On the one hand, Squamish really is paradise, with out-your-front-door access to almost anything you like to do. Recreating is easy here, in as many things as you can fit into a day. But people in Squamish are tough, driven, and train hard. And that's for the things they do for fun. If you want to compete, them's the minimum standards.
As my dad likes to say, "in the land of the blind, the one-eyed (wo)man is queen/king" (I paraphrase). There are very few blind people here.
Driving myself home, rain streaming down my windshield (for added tragic effect), I lamented my +30-minutes finish time over the female winner, plus not finishing in under 2 hours like I had "planned". Then I thought of my brother-in-law, a mountain bike racer for many years. He used to get so mad at recreationist racers who, seeing their results compared to the top finishers, were sad and hard on themselves. "Open your eyes you eedjits!!", he'd rant, "We're not born this good, we work and train our asses off!!"
Hmmm. Respect.
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